Back in the day

I remember back when “getting hits” was SO important. Blogs/journals/domains were all the craze, and people couldn’t join webrings or submit a directory submission quickly enough. It took me a little longer than others to jump on the domain bandwagon, but I’ve never really looked back, even though my available time has changed so much in the past 11 years.

I still enjoy journaling, but I find it nearly impossible to journal anything with real “substance” anymore! Having a little one takes so much more of my free time then I knew I had to give (and understandably so!), and I willingly have given this time away to spend time with her. If I truly spent more time journaling here, I’m pretty sure it would be full of goofy baby things, and the daily “What Lily Did”s. And while that may appear cute for awhile, it wouldn’t be surprising if it started to get a little old!

So, I’m not getting rid of my domain, but it’s definitely been hibernating for awhile now until I can find motivation and time to really breathe new life into it!

I’m off to play with Lil!

A random thought

I get nervous when thinking about anything having to do with purposely increasing/decreasing hormones (ie testosterone boosters). I don’t know. Maybe I’m too much of a wimp or a scaredy cat, but unless it’s absolutely necessary, I don’t like fiddling with that stuff. I’m moody enough as it is! Haha! Oh well…hopefully when I get menopausal this irrational fear won’t prevent me from getting a treatment that could really help!

Long day

Lily is in bed early tonight, and my husband is preoccupied with the Wii at the moment. Shadow is unsuccessfully attempting to convince Jonathan that it is his dinner time. The day’s craziness has given way to the blissful predictability that is the weekday evening.

Work was rather uneventful today. I find my lack of motivation to be rather dominant lately. I have been itching for a mommy-daughter day for some time now. Just the two of us, playing with toys, sharing an endless supply of snuggles, and not worrying about any of the current drama at work. I truly love every minute that my daughter and I share. They make everything else seem insignificant.

Jeepers

Never in a million years did I think I’d be scouring the market for the best acne treatment at 28 years old. I never struggled with acne as a child! I’m not sure what exactly happened the past few years but wow. Just when it clears up, another nasty little blemish appears. I thought that just washing my face regularly and using all natural makeup would do the trick, but it looks like I may need to up the ante a bit. :(

Helpful Husband

I’ve really come to appreciate having a husband that is so organized and so good at getting certain less-exciting things done, from sorting laundry to requesting an insurance quote every once in awhile to make sure we’re getting the best deal. I know, sometimes I poke fun at him because he can be a little anal retentive, but overall I’m very fortunate. I do my fair share, mind you, but luckily he definitely carries his own weight as well!

Hmm

Now playing: Queen – Another One Bites the Dust (1980) (.977 The 80s Channel – 977MUSIC.COM – A Radical 80s Music Internet Radio Channel)

Random Thought: I can’t believe how long I was taking prenatal vitamins. Wow…it felt like forever. I didn’t really notice my hair or nails growing thicker or faster, but I did seem to have more energy then I do now…I’m not taking any vitamins at the moment, which is silly, I know. I don’t miss the size of them, though, that’s for sure!

Wow

It really is amazing the quantity of TV, internet, and radio ads for the so-called best weight loss product. I often wonder how anyone manages to choose between all of the options out there. It just seems like an unnecessary evil to me! I may not be pleased with my weight, but some of these medications just outright scare me!

Weight

Okay, so I still haven’t really made much of an effort to lose weight. I go back and forth between wanting to really put forth an effort and then I remember that we want to have another child in the near future, so I ponder whether or not it would really be worth it to work so hard just to gain it all back! Either way, I’m nowhere near reading quick trim reviews or crash dieting, so I guess I’m okay!

Hubby’s Hair

Now playing: Howard Jones – No One Is To Blame (80s, 80s, 80s! – S K Y . F M – Hear your classic favorites right here! (www.sky.fm))

My husband’s hair is going gray. Well, it actually has been for years, but I am definitely noticing it more. I’ve always loved his rich, dark brown hair, and I’m really going to miss it! I guess in the grand scheme of things, I shouldn’t complain too much. At least I know he won’t be shopping for hair loss treatment anytime soon!

Changes

Now playing: AC/DC – Girls Got Rhythm (181.fm – The Eagle (Your Home For REAL Classic Rock!))

Random thought: It’s amazing how long it’s been since I’ve surfed auto and industrial equipment websites for gift ideas for Dad. He’s just not as into working on things as he used to be, and understandably so! It definitely makes gift shopping more difficult than it used to be, but it just means I’m going to have to be more creative!